Story by Sarah Mclane

CM_SarahI am a courageous mama because at 11 weeks we lost our first baby.

I am a courageous mama because at 7 weeks we lost our second baby.

I am a courageous mama because my doctor told me I would never be able to carry a child to term or have a living baby, and our third baby was born a heathy 8.11lb at 40 weeks in 2011.

I am a courageous mama because at 32 weeks and 6 days our fourth baby was stillborn due to a chromosomal condition called Turner Syndrome.

I am a courageous mama because 3 months after losing our daughter, I became pregnant again only to lose that baby at 9 weeks due to it being ectopic.

I am a courageous mama because I lost my left tube that night.

I am a courageous mama because I am currently 33 weeks and 6 days pregnant with our sixth baby, a little girl, our rainbow.

I am a courageous mama because every day is a struggle and is filled with fear but I chose to let my love for this baby overcome my fear to get me through each day.

I am a courageous mama because because I choose to not let my grief and pain from the past steal my joy for this baby.

I am a courageous mama because I am a mother to six beautiful babies no matter what!

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